Grimdark lies the path,
and none walk light.
Paltry effort yields nothing,
Heroic courage little more.
Straight is the way,
Narrow the door.
Fed on tales
A restless heart
Perhaps all you need are the titles and
Forty thousand pages could fall away.
Culture Care and
Humble Roots and
Educating for Shalom and
The Hermeneutics of Love.
Abuse of Language Abuse of Power and
Disarming Beauty and
Absence of Mind.
This shelf delights with books yet closed.
But then, Poets on the Psalms was so much better
Than Poets on the Psalms and
Better Living Through Criticism
Words are brutes
Crushing all that is
Sixty feet high and gold with Autumn,
tremble loosened leaves
shower down and gild black-top.
I meant to submit this to Boise Weekly’s Fiction 101. I got busy and didn’t mail it in on time, so here it is.
The Agon of Jason
The doctors claimed they had perfected the process. Jason was the first approved to undergo it. After careful analysis of his bloodwork and brain scans they customized the Personality Correction Serum and injected it at an early morning appointment.
It really almost worked. The despair was gone. His extreme sensitivity dulled just enough. But his face altered beyond recognition. His mother could see the problem the moment she walked into the recovery room.
The doctors should have known how the personality change would change everything. Jason was gone behind his dead eyes. Unknown and unknowable he faded away, starved, and disappeared.
A Story for my Nephew – Amanda Patchin
Dust swirls. Breezes sigh. The metallic tang of blood is heavy in the air. The doorposts of the slave quarters are smeared, sticky, dark. Elsewhere no meaty iron scent corrupts the night air, just ordinary cooking fires, burning lamps, the muddy river. Night sounds join scents: soft voices, barking dogs, croaking frogs.
It is a wealthy land, fertile, educated, artistic. Great architecture in every street, great art on every wall, great politics in the courts
The stench of death is heavy over this land. Not just tonight’s sacrifices, although they too count in the toll. No, this land bears slaughter many times the weight of these bleating sheep, throats cut, blood drained, meat roasted. This land groans under death multiplied beyond nature’s limits.
A slave driven with whips, kept to short rations, worked long hours. A hard task made foolishly harder as the drivers withhold the necessary tools. This cruelty multiplied five hundred thousand times to every slave on every work gang on every day.
A slave woman brought to bed in her due time, the pains taking her mid-day, each one leaving her breathless, shaken by the expected agony. Exhausting hours pass and with a truly final effort she pushes her child forth with the shreds of will and muscle left to her. A girl? A boy! The midwife slices the cord quickly and flees the woman’s cries. To the river. Always to the river.
Such a guilty land should be wiped from the earth. Fire and brimstone. Judgement from heaven.
Instead, Azrael is waiting with his flaming sword.
The sweat of Sobek flows north through the land, the source of all her wealth. But lately the river has been untrue. Bloodied by the deaths of thousands of baby boys it was bloodied in fact some days since. Un-bloodied it vomited forth millions of croaking frogs crushed underfoot.
The jackal-headed god cannot understand. He sees death dealt and knows he should drink deeply tonight but is restrained by one hand lightly upraised.
Azrael knows his task and sets about his work. Mercy in every death. Mercy heavier than the weightiest justice. The first born fall before his sword. One only in each family for each generation. One only.